jh's blog

2010-01-10T20:45:00.000-08:00

[the 1st post in 2010 !!]

hey guys...
almost forgotten i still hv a blog which i've not update for months..
well a super late new yr wish..

2010...
to me its a new yr new begaining...
coz i've to put down all my past and look forward to my future..
currently i'm attached to Carlton hotel..
its quite a good company but i dun think i suit this line..
i've ever think before tht to adapt to be a hotelier line for few yrs..
but after working here for 3months...
i dun think this is the path tht i'm looking for...
i must reset my target again after i graduated from ITE...
well i'm kinda of hopeless and lonely..
i nid someone to lead me..
giving me some advice to go on...

alrite we shall end here...
my 1st post in 2010..
haha...

2009-11-21T04:25:00.000-08:00

[ everyone's busy ]

hi...i've forgot when i last updated..
well...
everyone is busy busy busy...
oh god!!!
why is it so..
its been so not fair la..
is not got boyfren acc..
den is ppl got work...
wah liao..
so sian la...
actually planned to go out today after work..
but just no one hv the time for me..
irrsh~
i'm so angry la..
i've been waiting for this day for the whole wk..
but just no one can make it..
holy holy S***!!
arghhh~
hope tmr thrs someone could acc me the day!!!

2009-10-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

[好烦哦！！］

我是不知道怎么搞的。。
自寻烦恼呀。。
陈佳慧啊！！！
不要吓想了啊。。
现在收手还来得机。。
要不然会越陷越深的。。
所以当一切还没到不可收拾的地步时。。
我必须要放手！！
我没资格去爱或被爱。。
所以。。。
我要好好过我自己的生活。。
我要把一切当梦那样的忘记它们。。

2009-10-17T18:53:00.000-07:00

[2wks serving my IAP]

well..finally back to write blog..
hmm...
1st of all...i've attached to Carlton Hotel for my IAP..
i'v been there for 2wks ler..
well..kinda of getting into the style over ler..
still not confidence enough la..

actually this 2wks the my working hrs is from 0800-1600
den i quite used to this timing de..
den frm tmr onwards i start 0700 till 1500 ler...
sad sad!!!
coz i got to wake up damn early!!
ard 0430 to 0445 coz nid to do preparation lor..
haix....

okay..some update over here 1st bah...
next time update again
=)

2009-09-24T03:31:00.000-07:00

[finally back!!]

hmm...well i'm finally back to update my blog..
wah hahaha...
hmm...
well i've gone back to swiss hotel to hlp out during the F1 period..
YES!!F1...
so cool while working there...
though i'm now damn tired but when i think of him i'll feel much better...
heheh...
well guessing who is the he huh??!!!
den slowly guess bah..
wont be telling anyone...
but i can say he's the best...
haha...
well not in love with him...
so dun think wrongly hor...

OH YES!!!
theres some happening things happened the past few days..
yst is when i'm going to work tht time...
i saw a person (think hes mentally disable) walking across the road where the traffic light has not turn green...
lucky the driver stopped and let him past...
tht was really close...
wosh!!!

and there is of course other things...
but i cant rmb...
hahah...
well okay...
shall end here 1st..

wishing for getting OT tmr!!!!
wants OT mow to earn $$$$ hehehe....

2009-09-14T18:22:00.000-07:00

[feeling sick!!]

hi guys!!!
it hv been some time tht i did not post ler..
yup!!
lately i've been very with my life...
especially lat wk..!!
coz due to my 2nd bro's 21st birthday..
i've been so buzy like dun know wad...
well...but its okay..
its over!!

hmm..
think i'm not feeling very good wor!!
hving heavy flu...
OH NO!!!
haix...
try my best not to get sick...
coz thrs something waiting for me out there!!!
hehe...

alrite...
not a long post for today...
wanna watch show ler...
=)

2009-08-26T22:51:00.000-07:00

［担心］

好久没上来这了。。
因为现在在医院才能来上网。。
为什么会在医院呢。。
因为要陪奶奶来复诊。。
奶奶的身体最近很差。。
让我无法专心读书，做工。。
看到她那么痛苦。。
心里一丝酸酸的滋味。。。
我并不想要求什么。。
只希望奶奶能平平安安的活下来。。
不管我要付出多少我都愿意。。
只要能挽回。。
我付出的在多都愿意。。

天阿！！
请求你帮帮我。。
让她在我身边久一点。。
不要收回她。。
这样会对我很残忍的。。
求求你。。

2009-08-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

[ updates ]

alrite some updates wad happened these few wks..
okay 1st of all one very sad thing is yeye had went back to china one mon..
cried over it for quite some days..
but somthing happy is tht i'm able to talk to him in QQ!!
coz i've applied one account over thr..
now i'm waiting for him to online eventhough i'm now very very very tired....

well today is fun..
coz today we hv done somthing damn cute...
TAKING OF PHOTOS!!!
haha...
well hving many fun..also face some difficulties..
haha...
well cant update the pics over here coz very funny la all the pics..
haha...

alrite shall end here..
waiting for someone online
hehe!!!

2009-07-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

[第一次的聚会]

嗯。。现在有些些照片想跟大家分享。。
其实也没什么。。
只是那天我们一起出去玩的时候啦。。
还满开心和精彩的。。
回想起来我都快笑翻了呢。。
哈哈哈！！！

(*when we were @ PIZZA HUT!!)

(*在玩桌球的时候！！)

(*晓光-好认真的玩儿的样子！！)

(*崔波-玩的好轻松喔的样子！！)

好啦。。
先把这些照片放上来吧。。
接下来的我看几时有空在放上来吧。。
=)

okay...
lets end here..
want to zzZZzz ler!!
haha//
gd nightz!!

2009-07-16T17:39:00.000-07:00

[photos taken on 10july]

well..sorry for the late post up..
coz i've been too buzy and tired and lazy..
hmm...
alrite..this post is just for sarah..
haha..
hope u hv really enjoy on tht day guys!!!
=)

haha..thts all i hv ler..
hehe..
enjoying looking bah..

2009-07-11T05:31:00.001-07:00

[ more updates of pictures ]

alrite..here are some update of yesterday's story...
some are taken few days back before we end this "event"
really many memories are there yet i cant think back..
as it will be hurting..
i'll be so emo the whole day..
lastly.. i would want to wish everyone in swiss hotel ALL THE BEST!!
(* I'll rmb u guys!! )

*i'll like to end with this 2 cute pics =)

2009-07-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

［照片。感谢你们］

10／07／2009

今天。。让我很舍不得离开那里。。
因为有太多的回忆让我不想离开的原因。。
＝（
这些只有一小部分的照片而已。。
我会尽量拿到所有的照片。。
我在这儿。。
很想感谢很多人。。
多的数不完。。。
但有些还是要说的。。
特别感谢晓光，wei yong, bao xi & xiang yu
因为我在他们那里学习到满多的东西。。
还有当然不会忘了他们的笑话啦。。
＝)
我刚刚还真的差点掉眼泪了耶。。
天啊！！！
超容易被感动的耶。。
不过离开也就算了。。
因为我们还会在见面吧
（*希望如此吧）

好啦。。
看来这些美好的回忆将告一段落了。。
别想太多了。。
一会儿好哭了呢。。

（＊新加坡的夜景。。欣赏下吧 >.< ）

2009-07-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

[thank u ^_^]

well..a very big thank u to xiang yu and his fren..
coz his fren offer me some gastric pills..
which make me feel better while working..
and of course not forgetting xiang yu...
coz he brought the gastric pills all the way up to level 35 for me..
(*so touch!!)

coz this morning i'm feeling damn not good..
so was asking gastric pills all ard..
so really must thank them..
(* my jiu xin..haha..)

but i really wonder which level does xiang yu went up from??
coz i'm at level 35...
so its like i dun think he will come from level 6...
all the way to level 35 bah..
if really it is..
i will buy him something before i finish this whole event..

ya...actually working there is very fun..
just tht u must be able to tahan de job load lor..
coz quite tiring at times..
haix...
tmr will be a better day..
:)
(*i hope so ^_^)

2009-06-29T05:09:00.000-07:00

[am i isolated??]

well..just got a feeling tht why are we not as close as before..
is it becoz of tht matter??
(i dun want to make the changes in the card)

hmm..
or i'm just being too sensitive...
coz u all took thr same off day..
and when i ask u u say dun know...
hmm..
well shall see how after sch start..
hope after tht can be back to normal..

haix..how come become like tht lei??
haix..now ting,MH and nic all very close to each other..
dun know why..
den me and py always are together..

hmm..wad shall i buy for nic for her upcoming birthday???
hmmm...

2009-06-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

［你让我很惊讶］

今晚你的每一句话让我感到很惊讶。。
因为这将让我心碎。。
我只希望你可以多给我些时间。。
只有时间才能让我燎伤。。
让我多点时间。。
我现在之要的只是时间。。

2009-06-24T06:02:00.005-07:00

[累］

okay...
here i come blogging....
well..i've start working @ swiss hotel...
today can say is the 1st day really start work...
coz today we will really nid to start to clean up the rooms of the AYG participants..

its really very tiring by cleaning up the room..
especially the LOAS & KOREA room..
the smell....
&&&&&& the bed!!!
WAH...damn can't withstand man...

well quite tiring coz toooooo cram inside ler...
haix...
poor us...
so we must prey hard not to get those too dirty & smelly rooms..
lucky i'm off tmr..
but my off day is = no off...
coz nid to do this and tht..
really hate it so much...!!!
whn could i get a REAL OFF DAY!!!

2009-06-21T08:12:00.000-07:00

[STOP CRYING]

erm..welli've not been living so gd these 2 days...
all becoz of him...
我真的好讨厌你。。
但就被你的甜言蜜语给篇了。。
和你的道理。。。
我真的能活得开心吗？？
因为太喜欢你的我能吗？？
i really wish i could stop crying for him..
but it seems like i nid some time for this thing to digest...
now is better than just now....
its much more relief after crying...
(hope it won't get swell tmr..)
okay..just short post today..

2009-06-18T00:26:00.000-07:00

［人生］

每个人都希望自己的人生也能多姿多彩。。
希望每天里有很多美好的事情发生。。
但往往天就不做媒。。
終让我在许多事上遗憾不已。。
我总是把真是的自己封闭起来。。
不敢让其他人看到我的另一面。。
因为另一个我是一个不堪一击的女生。。
丑陋的我。。
实在没有有勇气面对。。。

我朋友问我
“你为什么不为自己找个伴呢？？”
我的回答是。。。
“我有资格吗？？”

在我人生里。。。
我必须要一家人为先。。
而没其他的。。
朋友嘛。。。
全都是礼尚往来。。。
也许。。一些会在你人生中留下美好的一段。。
但这也只是个过渡期罢了。。

nth much to really write..
coz its this is only wad i've seen in the show called 敲敲爱上你
哈哈
okay la..
end here bah

2009-06-14T18:37:00.000-07:00

[生病了］

各位我回来了。。
呵呵。。
很不幸的事发生了。。
各位。。。
我病了！！！
不知道要多久才会康复。。
＝（

不过我一点也不担心。。
因为我还满喜欢生病的时候。。
哈哈！！

还有件事儿。。。
就是我终于放假了。。
不过这假期会忙碌于工作。。。
呵呵。。所以没多少时间在家里。。
伤心阿！！！

（＊希望你可以早点回家。。不要不笑了嘛！！）

2009-06-08T05:45:00.000-07:00

[holidays]

hi guys...
well these few days i've been buzy hving my test and project..
it makes me so tired and now...
its over...
can have some rest...
=)
but den still hv other project going on...
come on...
jia you!!!
we can do it...
hehe...

can't wait for the holidays to come...
coz i'll be hving alots of fun during this holiday...
hahaha....
coz got gathering to catch up..
haha...
with lian, chin and others...
so happy...

i can't wait!!!!

好舍不得你哦。。
希望你能快去快回。。

2009-06-04T08:02:00.000-07:00

[i'm back]

okay...
大家好。。我回来了。。。
哈哈！！！
感觉我好像在这里消失了一样。。
哈哈！！
别误会哦。。
我是真的实在太太忙了。。
要应付考试又要赶功课。。
真的好累人哦。。
不过很庆幸的是。。。
这些难熬的日子都过去了。。。

所以我要加油！！
因为在过一个星期就放假了。。
好开心哦。。

不过，难过的事情。。。
有人要回家了。。
好难过哦。。
可是回去一个月而已嘛。。。
难什么过吗。。
嗨。。。
就忍耐多点吧。。
一个月很快会过去的。。。

2009-05-17T05:13:00.000-07:00

[Damn Tired...]

hmm...
i've been not feeling like going to work these few days...
dun know why...
its really damn tired...
dun know for wad reason...
just dun want to work...
hmm..hv been dragging my heavy body to work the whole day...
=(

well dun want to post too long...
maybe no mood..
maybe really tired ler...

-want some rest-

i dun know why i feel so sad..

2009-05-14T06:36:00.000-07:00

[long time no see]

well..today its a tiring day...
but also a day tht really so surprise me..
guess wad...
just now i saw ivan...
the guy in primary sch tht ivan..
haha..so surprise to se him at bedok interchange..
haha...
now his damn tall lah..
heheh....
well tmr got to go sch early to hand up the stupid form..
-_-"
lol..wad the hell...
well really nice to see him again...
hope we hv time den we will meet up again bah..
xD

2009-05-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

［我受够了！！］

well actually this whole wk is not a good wk for me...
coz it seems like many things hv happened..
den today after sch meet lian for lunch at bishan..
yeah..we are hving fun..
=)

好吧。。
进入正题吧。。。
我真搞不懂到底你们在想什么。。
不喜欢就说出来。。
用不着这样。。。
这一且都不是我要的。。
你们既然不跟我们合作的话。。
到时别怪我了。。
你们认为自己很能干的话。。
就不要跟我们一组。。
你们自各儿自己作好了。。
用不着我们的帮忙吗。。。

i believe you all should know who i'm talking abt..
so by tht time dun say tht i'm being mean to u guys..
i can't withstand this kind of nonsense ler...
i really had ENOUGH of it ler...

okay...shall end here today..

2009-05-05T05:00:00.000-07:00

[next update]

hmm...hello guys..
i'm back for update..
haix...i've been missing sch for days!!!
wad the hell...
although i've been missing lesson...
but i really ENJOY the time MISSING LESSON..
coz i nid not go to FISH MARKET to study!!!
hehe...

haha...although is a bad mind set...
but it is the FACT!!
haix..let me ask u a question....
will u want to go to sch which is just like a fish market to study??
for me i will not...
if i'm able to choose...
i would choose not to go to sch..
but to study at home...
tht will always be the best way...
nid not spent the time travelling so far...
use tht time to do more revision...
thts the best...

hmm..well shall put everything aside...
i'm now thinking of quiting sch...
coz going to sch is a no life to me...
i would only want to earn $$$$..
and also to spend time with my ah ma..
thts wad i want...

quick!!time faster pass!!!!!

2009-05-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

[Friday The 13]

well..yst went to watch movie with ting and hong they all...
of course after their sch..
=)
having so much fun last night..
hehe...

movie watched yst was.........
of course "Friday the 13"
oh gosh...
there's one thing tht i think u guys should know is...
if u are afraid of watching scary movie...
pls dun watch it coz...
it will be go 买戏票吓自己！！
tht feeling is damn horrible!!!
:/
but well still lots of laughter in the cinema...
hahaha....

hmm..today its a tired day...
=(
sad...coz today was too buzy in the shop...
oh no....
but over all its still ok...
hehe...

alrite..i should go slim down..
coz gaining weight ler..
=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(
WANT LOSS WEIGHT!!!!!

hmm..okay..shall end here...
i'm so tired...
=)
happy labour day..

2009-04-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

[wad the...]

can u please decide who u really want...
oh gosh...
dun be so #$%^&*...
its really kinda of angry when comes to this thing..
its like just.........
you know its like wad the...........
aiya..dun know how to say...
just like getting something or someone to throw my anger @...
haix...

but well the best thing to forget abt my anger...
is....
go and find my "best fren"
hehehe....
only there will make me forgot everything and anything..
=)
love u guys man!!!
haha...

hmm...
well wadever it is...
"u guys are the best!!!"

2009-04-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

[我好像真的生气了]

你说我们是好朋友。。
应该是无所不谈的。。
但你今天这样。。
让我觉得我们跟本没当好朋友的资格。。
可能我只不过是你的玩偶。。
一个让你觉得随手可得的玩偶。。
当你想起"它"了就会很珍惜。。
当你忘记"它"了就会抛开它。。
我真的是这样吗??

我现在心理感觉很难过。。
可能怪我自己不够了解你吧。。
所以我才会生气吧。。。

我觉得。。
我们"朋友"的称号就到此为止吧。。
做会同事得好。。

我没你女朋友了解你。。
所以没资格做好朋友吧。。

2009-04-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

［我的手提电脑好了］

＝）
哈哈！！
好高兴哦。。
因为我的手提电脑弄好了。。
那我就能用它来上网，聊天啦。。
真。。。。爽！！
呵呵。。。

好拉。。
我要看戏了。。
不多说了哈。。

2009-04-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

[厌倦与讨厌]

我已经厌倦现在的日子了。。
有没有人能帮帮我。。

我讨厌家里的争吵。。
我也很讨厌家无宁日的感觉。。
能否不要这样下去。。
感觉上好像没家的感觉。。。

家。。应该是温暖的。。
家。。应该是温馨的。。
但。。我都无法感觉到了。。
天啊！！在这样下去的话我会疯掉的啦！！
我不要！！！

好希望你永远不要离开！！

2009-04-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

[how i wish!!!]

hmm...
how i wish there's no sch tmr..
=)
how i wish i'm still hving the holidays..
=)
how i wish u are always with me..
=)
how i wish my day won't end so fast..
=)
how i wish i can earn as much money as i can per day..
=)
how i wish my family is always staying together..
=)
how i wish nothing has happened..
=)
how i wish i won't feel bad when u are talking to someone..
=)
how i wish there's no feeling in me..
=)

well..there are tooOoo many many many "how i wish" ler
if all my wish has come true..
i won't be having so many thoughts in my mind..
haix...
wad a sad thing for me...

我真的真的不想。。
但我没办法控制我自己！！

2009-04-10T08:07:00.000-07:00

[Cinderella]

well..i'm too buzy to update...
and also no mood to update lah huh..

1st of all...
this whole month of holiday...
its damn suffering...
bloody idiot..
well..actually dun intend to scold any vulgar language..
just tht can't take it any more..

next..still can't get an IAP job..
sad :(
den i must be home before the sun set..
oh rubbish!!!
wad the hell...

today is a damn bloody busy day for us!!!!!!
wad the hell...
these ppl siao one lei..
though is EASTER DAY!!!!!
so u all nid to rush all the way in meh...
we were rushing from 3 all the way to 5pm..
heard today's sales not bad...
tht is wad i heard la...
den out for dinner with mary & da shu...
haha....!!!!
okay..thanks them lots...

okay okay...shall end here...
everything will be back to normal after few months bah..
i really hope so...

how i wish u're mine!!!

2009-04-02T00:57:00.000-07:00

[bazar]

alrite..
hi guys..didn't up date for some time le..
well..i'm now at the bazar...
hlping my bro to sell things...
some things look very nice and i think is damn cheap..
can consider buying...
interested pls leave a message on my tag board...
OR e-mail me at to_mymvp@hotmail.com

these watches are sold @ $29.90 ONLY!!!
they are made of Russian diamond..
pretty cool..

well..this is the other design..
itss also really very nice...
well its also cost $29.90!!!

and also..
i've these metal bangles...

these bangles are sold @ only $22.90

well thr are many other product...
so interested pls let me know
:)

alrite guys...
shall end here :)

2009-03-29T22:15:00.000-07:00

[wad happened]

alrite..
i shall update with u guys wad happened for the past few days...

27/03/09(Friday)

well..today i'm meeting mary and esther...
at my house here the cafe(bakery depot) to chill~~
wow....thts sounds cool rite???
hehe..
erm...actually meet mary 1pm at my bus stop de...
but den she was late..
(*for abt 1hr -_-" )
but den its okay lah...
coz i stay damn bloody near lor..
hahaxx
^_^
den 3 of us sitting down at the cafe and chill till 5pm++
and esther receive a call from cheng rui(*hihi long time no see)
haha...
well den we went off for dinner together with SARAH!!!
(*hahaxx...shes still the same)
den after dinner...
home sweet home..
(*of coz must thank cheng rui for being our "si ji" for tht night...)

28/03/09(Saturday)

okay...waited for esther at the bus stop for abt 1/2hr..
coz she promiss to go out with my granny and i...
hmm...we went to "si ma lu" there de tample to pray..
(*its my ganny and i)
den from 10.15am we left the house...
reach home ard 2pm...
hmm...well..quite long ya...
den after tht esther and me headed to another cafe near my house(*again)
to chill..
alrite..this time is at Swiss Bakery...
hmm..actually i only order one ice tea to chill...
(*coz our lunch is damn full can't take in any more..)
but den...
i ordered a SALAD!!!
woW!!
den both of us share...
den after tht...
another dish is up!!!!
ohNO!!!
is susage!!!
alrite..its my fault..
just wanna something to bite...
:(
den after we had our SALAD...
we deceied to go for a walk..
so we deceied to go siglap for a walk...
den...
another horrible thing happen..
we deceied to go haagen dazs for ice cream...
(*oh..yamyam)
both like pig...
eat and eat and eat and eat....
den after tht...
both of us...
home sweet home..
haha...
(*btw we've calaulated...we've spent more den $$100 on ONLY food!!)
oh dear.....

haha...alrite shall end my post here...
wanna catch some slp
zzZzzzzZ~~

2009-03-24T03:42:00.000-07:00

[my phone]

yeah!!!!
so happy..
my phone will be ready tmr le..
hurray..!!
hahahazz...

well...tmr i'll be collecting my phone..
haha...
so happy....
den i can dun use my mum phone liao..
coz my mum phone is damn difficult to use..
haix...
well nvm...endure another day...

hmm..i wonder when will my results be out..
hmm...
-_-

short post for the day
=)

2009-03-23T07:02:00.001-07:00

[i'm so tired]

hihihi..
i wonder how my day have passed for today??
haha..

well today i called it a tired day becoz i've been running all rd..
hmm....
this morning wake up ard 9am..
den of course do my usual things..
(*u guys shld know wad la hor)
den after finish everything...
headed all the way to changi hospital...
to hlp my granny buy her medication...
den to east point to bring my phone for servicing...
(*oh gosh...these few days no phone to use..sian)
den home sweet home..
^_^

but den on my way to changi hospital...
phy gave me a call..
so surprise...well..den we fixed a time and meet in the evening...
alrite..so cool lor..
she still look so 正点
>///<
den we chatted for some time..
and she went to meet her "zhu zhu"
lor...so sweet..
alrite den of home i go...

alrite thts all abt today's journey...
so tired...
now i want to find someone chit chat liao..
bye~~

2009-03-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

[累-_-"］

哦。。
好累哦。。。
妈！！！
虽然说今天的生意没什么。。
但就是。。。
累-_-"

susan 姐明天就会回来了。。
哇。。。
她放假还真爽。。。
一放就放一个星期。。。
不过也难为她啦。。
放假还要回公司开会。。
大不如不放假。。
我可怜的大姐。。
哈哈。。

好吧。。
今天就到此为止。。
休息咯。。
^_^

2009-03-21T07:52:00.000-07:00

[看了那么多］

这俩天，我都把我的部落格重头读了一遍。。
我才发现到之前写的东西有些无聊。。
但并不是完全无聊啦。。
有些我还觉得有道理呢。。
（＊哈哈。。自夸^—^）
（＊脸皮真厚>///<)

不过也无所谓啦。。
有些事情都过了那么久了。。
我就不要再去想那么多了。。。
可能是我想开了吧。。
不想再让自己那么痛苦。。
所以也就当作理所当然了吧。。。

我知道你不喜欢我在我的部落格里说你。。
但只想让你知道。。
我在想什么。。。
我喜欢被疼爱的感觉。。
不喜欢被忽略，讨厌，遗弃的感觉。。
我相信你是知道的。。

（＊感觉好像又会被你骂的感觉。。）

好吧。。
在这里和大家说拜拜咯～
希望假日愉快^_^

2009-03-20T02:34:00.000-07:00

[very hot!!]

well...stupid weather...
=_="

its damn hot..
even though after it rained..
haix...
why can't the weather be more "friendly"...
"friendly"...i mean to have more clouds surround the sun...
+_+"

haix....
sometimes can't really think properly coz of the weather
(*phew)

hmm..lets update wad i've done today...
well..actually nothing much la..
just go to the temple for "bai bai"
hehe...
(*smiles)

well..i've found out some answers that border me these few days...
now felt more relief le...
(*u know "wen shen")
thank u thank u...

(*今天我认识了一位"新姐姐"喔!! 呵呵!!!)

alrite..shall end here...
ICE CREAM!!!!
I'M HERE FOR YOU!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

2009-03-17T10:38:00.000-07:00

[new skin]

:)
hehe...
i've change new skin le..
yeah..
hehehe...

well..it took me some time to change it...
actually i want to change to the "ai jiu zai yi qi"
but it took me the whole morning to change..
in the end i choose this skin...
well its abit plain...but i like it...
:)

well dun know why this few days i nid to go see doctor...
1st is body not feeling well..
den here comes my hand..
it seems like it got strain...
haix..later i'll be seeing chinese doctor lor..
as the western one cost really a big bomb man..
:(

alrite...
i should end here..
i'll want to go check out how to upload qq stuff...
hehe :)

2009-03-16T18:21:00.000-07:00

[breakdown]

alrite..after so many days of celebration..
i've finally dreakdown..
:(
yst night i'm running a high fever..
but now feel better le..
still having sore trough and flu..
:(
hmm..yst i've spent all my time...
sleeping and sleeping and sleeping...
ZzzzZzzz....

well i've missed out yst night de CSS..
well i just went to their website...
all the guys were out except Jarod ...
hmm..thts cool...
(*a big big clap for him)
:)
hmm..sometimes i dun really understand why ai jia
will.....
haix..better not comment to much..
i'm afraid her fans will spam my blog...
=_=

alrite again..
i would like to wish all the contestants
all the best
:)

2009-03-14T16:31:00.000-07:00

[thanks 4 all ur wishes]

okay okay....
back to blog...
well yst morning receive more than over 10 message wishes...
i'm here to tell u all......
...................................
................................
.............................
.........................
....................
.................
.........
....
..
.
A VERY BIG THANK U!!!
:)

well i can tell u guys tht...
this is the 1st time i've receive so many wishes and present...
really need to thank u guys..
this yr's celebration is a very memorial one..
(*to 6BS+1 guy)
i wonder wad will come up next this evening...
as i'll be meeting ting they all..
(*claps)
well...
i've made full use of yst..
and i think its really a memorial one..
(*cheers)

alrite..think got to end here le bah..
later i'll start work at 9am till 5pm..
sianxxx....
-_-"
actually today i nid not work de..
haix..nid to replace someone..
haix...

(*i'm so surprise to receive sms from sarah & marcus)
(*thanks guys!!!!)

2009-03-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

[HOLIDAYS!!!I'M HERE!!! =)]

WAH HAHAHA!!!!!
at last holiday starts from this second...
1629hour....
hehehe....

hmmm...now lets enjoy this 1 month of holidays!!!
=)
yeah!!!!
i must really make fulllll use of my this month...
enjoy hard and work hard too...
now economic crisis arh...
wadever job we hv must treasure arh...
its not easy to find a job now a days you know..???!!!

alrite lets say hows the paper for this 2days....
well...
for HKS is quite a tough paper...
but at least i wrote something inside lah...
hmm...still okay...
and todays' HSM is okay for me la..
well there is smth i would want to voice out here!!!!
WELL YOU THIS STUPID AJ....
(i'm sure u know who is it)
pei yin is not ur answer sheet okay...
u ask a few answer can le...
still ask almost the whole paper's answer...
wah liao...
why not u EXCHANGE paper with her la...
den dun nid to ask EVERY QUESTION le...
u know u are damn irritating...
during HKS test like tht...
HSM also like tht....
u dun deserve the results u hv before man...
even for now u also dun DESERVED AT ALL!!
@#$%^
dun u ever dare to dyne lor...
ppl behind u can proof it man...
USELESS MAN...or i can say..
U'RE NOT A MAN....

okay enough of complain le...
now feeling better le...

alrite...
have a nice holidays..
do enjoy urself
=)
bye!!!

2009-03-04T01:08:00.000-08:00

[YOU ARE NOBODY]

alrite...
this post actually to be few days ago de...
just tht i did not have time to post it...
well..who do u who u are man...
u're just NOBODY!!!!
u do not have any authority to say anything...
hmmm...
well just put down this matter...
and i shall not want to say again...
BUT i WISH you will mind all your words u've said....

okay...
lets talk about this few days...
hmm...
tmr and fri i'll not be going to sch...
coz of my granny...
well i also nid to start my revisions le....
monday and tuesday i'll be having my HSM and HSK exam...
2papers more and i'll be free..!!!
enjoying my holidays and birthday celebration!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!

alrite..
i'll end here...
all the best to HC for the upcoming exams!!
=)

2009-02-28T08:06:00.000-08:00

[kong fu chef]

对不起。。。
我要收回昨天的话。。。
就是叫你快滚的那些话。。。
大叔。。。
真的很对不起。。。

alrite...
lets talk about what i've done today..
hmmm..or yst....
well i went to gym den dinner den movie....
its really a very nice show...
a recommand show...
KONGFU CHEF...
hehe....
really nice...

hmm..its really a very tired day for me...
got to sign off le...
hope u guys hv a nice and sweet day..
:)

真的太贵重了。。。
我很难接受。。
对不起。。。
我会想办法的。。。

2009-02-27T07:31:00.000-08:00

［快滚吧］

你想走就快走吧。。
真不想看到你。。。
每次我都无法忍受你对我呼呼呵呵的样子。。。
真让我感到反感。。
看到你，我都拿你没法子。。。
够了！！！！
我受够了。。
小气鬼。。。
小气鬼。。小气鬼。。小气鬼。。小气鬼。。小气鬼。。小气鬼。。！！！！
虽然跟你在一起时会觉得很舒服。。
但我开始厌倦了。。。
只有你每次会生气。。。
被人生气就不行吗？？？

move off from my sight...
really can't withstand u anymore already...
i'm getting sick and tired abt you...
if u want to leave..
pls leave quietly by not letting me know...
i do not wish to ***in front of u..

2009-02-23T05:03:00.000-08:00

[HmM...]

well well well...
i just finish watching campus superstar...
:)
(*laughs....)
they are really doing good..
jiayou jiayou oh...
hehe...

hmmm..
nowadays go to sch very sian...
coz nothing to do lor...
only thing is to slp..
:(
lesson are going to end sch...
and holidays are coming..
=)
(*claps)

but still got one more presentation and 2 more test to go..
den we will be a free bird...
hehehe....
^-^

hmm...
i've just heard from marcus that he is going finland this week...
(*oh...so 幸福 >///<)
I ALSO WANT TO GO!!
but den its okay...
hope his able to come back and celebrate birthday together..
=)

hmm...
alrite..nothing much to update le ...
thats all for today
=)

2009-02-16T04:45:00.000-08:00

[okay okay..i'm back]

hi guys...
i've been missing for few days...
no la...
i'm too lazy to update my blog...
:(
sorry...

well these few days i've not been feeling well..
dun know for wad reason...
just feel tht my stomach is always bloating like a balloon...
how i wish there will be a chance tht i'm able to know why is my tummy always so painful..??!!!
WHY!!!!!????
oh gosh....
this feeling is damn horrible...
hate this feeling.......
how i wish it can go off asap...
:( :(
"quick quick...get off my tummy the pain.."
haix...really feel bad...

think i shall end here...
i've no mood to write so much today
:(
so sad...
tht is wad i shall say....
end here...

2009-02-04T07:17:00.000-08:00

[ GRADUATION ]

look !!see the "ah sam"
hehe!!!dun angry arh..hong hong..
:)

its us again!!! :)

look who is she!!
haha..YES..its her..

well do we look like the graduates??
hehe...
lol..actually we went to help out in the graduate ceremony...
so happy...
coz no school...
hurray!!!!

hmm..well i shall update again :)
now rushing for project le..
nites!!zzZZZzz
have a pleasent slp guys..
:D

2009-01-22T05:33:00.000-08:00

[mocktail]

21/12/2009

well...HSK test is over..
kinda of relax...
den on the same day..
we had the mocktail competition..
(*mocktails are drinks without alcohol)
it was really fun and we are enjoying doing it...
though the HPOs didn't win any prizes...
but we really had fun
:D
*thousands of claps

well over all...
its a nice make out color and taste of it...

hmm...this is one of our drink..
called "Blue Lagoon"

and this our video :)

2009-01-13T05:02:00.002-08:00

[MISSED]

omg!!!!i've totally forgot about CSS3..
sad!!!!!
(*coz i can see 李李美子sing :( cry!!!)
yst too tired le..
some more not feeling very good too..
:(

alrite..another project has been asign...
looks difficult...
:'(
but its so lucky tht its only a ppt presentation..
haha...

okay..its a short post today...
really can't post much today...
:)
and also...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EAZY!!!

2009-01-05T04:50:00.000-08:00

[HAPPY NEW YEAR!!]

hey guys a very late new year wish ya..
:p
hehe..!!
well 3 weeks of holidays had passed..
and i've really make used of the 3weeks holidays
haha...
:D
i got the time t5o play, work and also rest..
:D
heheheh..

today its the 1st day of sch...
same old thing...
mr elvin will start to nag and of course to remind us tht our exams are when..
well..thanks fir telling us so early mr elvin...
:)

［新生报到！！］
昨夜看了新一届的校园superstar的诞生
：）

他们都好厉害哦。。
在这届中我比较欣赏李李美子。。
她的外型吸引了我。。
哈哈！！！：D
可惜我错过了她和keely合唱的那段。。。
：（
呜呜。。。！！
但我比较喜欢史心莹
她的装扮超酷超有性格
i'm loving it!!!
哈哈。。。！！！

好啦。。
在这里我预祝各位新生
“加油”！！！
：）

2008-12-30T16:40:00.000-08:00

[back from Desaru]

hello...
well i'm back from Desaru!!!
hohoho...
its a very nice and fun place to go..
though its only 1day tour...
many many pictures were taken...
but i can't upload it now..
coz i want to transfer everything to my thumbdrive 1st..
hehehe...

well later i'm going out with aiai,ke ai de and also wu la yan..
and of course other ppl..
hehe...
we are going to escape theme park den to count down...
wooh... ^_^
so many activities in a day ya...
haha...
its ok de ma...
once in a while...

haix...
where should we go count down??!!
hehe...

oh yes!!!
we are only left with about 15hours more to welcome 2009!!!
hehe
have a happy new year!!!
:)

2008-12-20T17:02:00.000-08:00

[okay okay]

okay guys..
back for updating the blog....
hmm..well my holidays hv started for 1wk plus le..
just tht i'm too lazy to blog..
hehe...

well i've been buzy going out with my frends to play,
chat and lots...
hehe..just tht NO pictures is taken.. :(
sad..
its maybe is because i dun look nice in the pic..
thts why i didn't take bah...
hehe...

12Dec'08
last fri went out with ting,mel and lian for k..
gosh...
thts de best man...
den after tht i headed to paya leber to meet ye ye for dinner...
as its his birthday..
well..its consider quite fun as i've enjoy myself tht whole day...
hehe...

15 Dec'08
hmm..den monday i took a off day..
as my granny was injured the pervious day...
so i didn't hv the mood to work too..
:(
but now shes feeling better ler
:)

18Dec'08
today wake up damn early...
ard 8am i've already out of my bed...
hmm..coz i nid to go to the ICA building to collect my passport..
coz i'm going overseas..
haha...
but its not too far...
its just our neighbour country..
malaysia...
hehe...
den after i came back from the ICA..
my 2 cousins was here...
OMG!!!!
its a fun day too..
as we went out together...
and play game,batmintion together too...
its such a long long time tht we have not been like tht
i believe she also loves it..
:)

19Dec'08
hmm..got pulled out of my bed ard 5.55am
by mummy...
gosh..
coz got to go AMK there to hlp her..
but its ok...
coz its so long i've not hlp her ler..
now let me do her the favour back..
hehe..

alrite..got to end here..
i wanna to watch show ler..
hehe..
later i'm off to work ler..
haix...
:(

2008-12-04T01:53:00.000-08:00

[back]

hehehe...
hello guys..i'm back!!!
wowh!!!
alrite..really very long didn't update blog le..
haix..
hmm..these few days will be a busy for us...
coz exams here!!!
OH NO!!!!!(dramatic)
hehe..
well really hope can pass this test coz to pull up my last sem's result..
dun really want to repeat the same history again...
-_-..
really really hope...
everyone!!!wish me man...

after exams...
everybody will be rushing for projects liao...
aiyoyo...
well...my working schedule is out...
next wk i'll be working on the 8th and 14th..
den 15th and 21st...
den 22nd to 26th...
den 28th...
haix..
so shack...
of course not forgetting to give myself a break on
27th and the 31st!!!!
yeah yeah...

well all my dec schedule is filled...
just tht still nid to meet ting..
her schedule is not slot in yet...
haha...
hope will hv at least one day ba..

2008-11-21T18:35:00.000-08:00

[WAHWOH!!]

yst went out with yanyan and her frends...
hmm..really enjoy myself there...
thts the 1st time i'm at such a grand place...
wahwoh...
its really very different from wad i think...
cool babe...
kehehe...
its more like working in a hotel's F&B area...
gosh...
i'll never forget it..such a fun place..
kehehe..

den after tht we went to bedok 85 for dinner...
OMG!!!
1st time to there..
though i've heard of tht place for long time...
but i've not been there a time...
at last...
yst...i got a chance to there ler..
hehehe...
things there are really nice...
worth going there again..
hehe...
pls take me to there again ya...
hehe...

我开始对你没有那种心跳的感觉了。。
我之能于朋友和在电话里。。。
能若无其事的跟你说话。。
不知道为什么但只知道这样我才可以做我自己。。
想尽快回到以前的我。。
一个傻里傻气的我。。
真希望。。。

2008-11-19T01:47:00.000-08:00

[下雨了］

今天老天真不做媒。。。
既然下起大雨来了！！
还我和“帅气小女生”都淋成了落汤鸡。。。
呜呜呜呜。。。
真不公平。。
哈哈哈。。不过这样也好。。。
偶而淋淋雨也不会少块肉嘛。。
呵呵呵呵。。。

我在等待。。。。
希望一切安好。。
好啦。。
我必须把我和她的外套拿去洗了。。
真不好意思。。
把你的外套弄湿了。。。
我把它拿去洗了当补偿吧。。。
^-^

2008-11-13T04:59:00.000-08:00

[can't wait]

hehe...well tmr our class will be having bbq..
at east coast park..
hmm...one thing there's for sure is...
SHERLIN won't be going..
lor...
why i like tht say..
coz she have been missing class and lesson for days..
in a week...
omg!!!!
anyway...it doesn't matter if she turning up anot..
i will get so angry becoz of her attitude..
i dun care she see it anot..
hope she really can go 反省反省。。。
我真的对她很生气。。。
啊。。不理她了啦。。

anyway..really can't wait for tmrs bbq..
coz i've made alot of preparation in this bbq...
hope everyone will cooperate with us..
and have happy time.. :)
hehe :D
all thanks to JT,MH,HY&PY..
hehe...really loves them lots lots...
coz without them..
i'm not able to do the chickens and jelly :)
hehe...
the most thing tht i regretted most was..
i didn't take the pictures when they are doing all those things..
hehe..

anyway..its okay...
alrite...end here...
:D

2008-11-04T20:30:00.000-08:00

[Angry!!!]

hmm..i'm kinda of angry...
coz i'm not able to upload pictures...
arghh.....
so angry!!!
there are loads of photos to upload...
gosh!!!!

okay...well here got to wish mr elvin..
our class CA's birthday..
hehehe...
den gave him a big surprised!!!
hehehe...
taken lots of pictures but dun think will upload so fast...

haix..okay bahs..
end here ler la...
*really hope can upload the pics asap...
-_-"
haix...

2008-11-02T06:30:00.000-08:00

[wad a tired morning]

hmm...wake up damn early in the morning..
5.30AM...
you guys know how early is tht!!??
haix..
what to do???
all because of the CCA points tht we have to earn..
gosh!!!!!!!!

the worst thing is i didn't sleep the whole night...
just like u've lied in ur beds for hours but u just can't get into sleep..
i'm damn tired lor..
but no choice got to hold on to it...
sadist...
:(

by the way...
its just becoz of the goodies bags..
we got to pull ourself out from our bed..
:(

i'm really quite tired now ler..
but just can't get into sleep..
:(
oh gosh!!
HOW???!!!
nvm...we shall see how...

well think photos will be up..
whenever i'm free...
i promise...
alrite...lets end my tired day here...
:(

2008-10-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

［你们很烦人耶］

！＠＃￥％……＆
今天真令我我不爽。。
你们真的很烦人耶。。
我真的没那么做就没有。。
如果有怎样，没有又怎样。。
可不可以不要再来反我了啊！！！
真不了解你们。。
我现在已经够烦的了。。
所以。。
少来烦我！！！

2008-10-22T05:47:00.000-07:00

[outside]

well..now i'm @ marine parade..
blogging..-_-"
sians..
i'm so tired facing the com..
make me quite uncomfortable..
haix..
can't hlp..
coz this is part of the project..
can't complaint much..
hehe..

okay..got to end here..
coz rushing for projects..
:(
see you guys again :)

2008-10-17T02:56:00.000-07:00

[1st week]

alrite i'm back blogging...
=D
hehe...

i'm very busy this whole wk...
thts why i didn't blog for so long..
=(
hmm..well its okay..
hmm..this sem the timetable its quite long...
we end schs very late...
OMG!!!!
this killing me...
=(
saddest...
than i'm not able to come back for my washing..
=(
some of you may think tht i'm being "ah sam"
maybe its really abit "ah sam" la..
anyway....
there are many projects coming up..
so i dun think i'll have the time to blog..
ok ok ok..
i shall end here
=)

2008-10-12T07:34:00.000-07:00

[last day]

well its the last day of the holiday...
did you guys enjoying urself??
hmm..hope you all do..
=)
hehehe...
those did not..
not to be upsad..coz there's still other time..
hehe..

well okay...i shall see you guys in sch tmr..
oh ya...
one very bad news to hear from me..
is............
I'M GAINING WEIGHT!!!
hahaxx...
okay..see you guys..
nights!!!

2008-10-11T06:03:00.000-07:00

[last wk]

hmm..well 2more days to go..
and sch will be starting soon..
wad can i say about this holidays..
well i did enjoy myself during these days and times..
just tht only the last few days are not really enjoyable..
haix..
我真的很开心。。
可就是没有机会喝道些小酒
＝（
如果有的话那该有多幸福啊
>///<

2008-10-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

[results]

hmm..well results was out this morning...
it was not wad i aspect..
though my result is low...
but i've tried wadever i know to write in the test paper ler..
well i really didn't know tht i really scored sooOoo low...
but wad i now want to do is tht i'll try my best in my next sem..
this is wad i can think and do of..

你每次口头上说：
“之要你尽力就好。。
我不会给你任何的压力。。。”
到头来你还把话倒过来说。。
什么都是你说。。。
考得不好时就说些返话。。
这是什么道理吗。。

现在不关我做什么说什么都没用了。。
反正你现在就认为我是很没用的女儿。。
很丢你的脸。。。
家里每个人都会读书。。
之有我不会读书。。
既然你觉得共我读书很浪费钱的话。。
能跟我说一声。。
不必这样的看不起人。。

是我是不会读书。。
可我已经很努力了。。
我相信不关我在怎么努力你还是会对我不高兴。。
因为你比较喜欢哥哥他们。。
而且哥哥们比我根本事跟听你的话。。。
嘴上说你不会偏心。。
但事实上跟你说的话完全是两回事。。
我再也不会相信你说的话。。

~伤心的我～

2008-09-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

[^-^ Thank You!!]

hmm..well got to say a VERY big thank you to my "tai ye ye"
>.<
coz this afternoon he made lunch for me..
wahh hahaha..
hmm..got a feeling like "princess"..
haha..
everyone there is always so looked after me...
really glad tht i didn't leave the company..
hehe...

although its very busy today..
but we are still able to managed it..
thank you grace..
>.<
today's sales is damn bloody good..
it hit over $3,000 lor..
1st time in history tht we've made this "record"
haha...
*but once in awhile is alrite...
*but not every wk...
*if not i'll start complaining!!!
haha... >///<

okay end here..
got to catch up my movie ler..
hahaxx..
nites!!!
>.<

2008-09-24T09:53:00.000-07:00

[我错了吗???]

在大家的面里我是怎样的人呢???
在我自己的角度来看。。。
我承认我很粗暴，不文雅，不漂亮，没知识以及超笨的女生。。
可是我已经在改变了啊。。
我已经再也不是以前的我。。
我想放开和忘记所有的往事。。
从新做个全新的我。。
难道我这样错了吗???

为了从新做个全新的我。。
我必须忘掉所有不开心与悲伤时光。。
来迎接结下一个的欢乐与快乐时光。。
难道这样错也了吗???

为了从新做个全新的我。。
我必须抛开所有的愤怒与仇恨。。
才能感受到跟多人对你的关心与关怀。。
(p.s: 因为这样才能活得开心点)
(p.s: 生活也会灿烂些，不必活得那么辛苦)
难道这样错也了吗???

我到底做错了什么。。
有那个必要做得那么决情吗??
我根本没有在看不开了。。
只希望再见还是朋友。。
难道你连这样的希望也没有吗???
(可能你真的没有吧)
一心只希望能和你再做朋友难道就不可以吗??
这样也错了吗????

我已经做出很大的让步与改变。。
我不想再从倒附着。。
活在愤怒与仇恨里的看一个人！！！！

this is what i can say about after smth happen tonight...
is not very good to ask ppl to leave when U ARE being used up!!!
i MUST stop being so foolish to be so kind hearted..
BUT what can i do???!!!
i'm just always so foolish...

2008-09-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

[its such a tiring day-_-"]

haix...its a damn damn tired day for me..
actually today its not a very busy day for us..
but just tht dun know why the ppl came after 3pm..
after everyone had left..
omg!!!
we just can't stop working till 7pm..
where its really time for us to pack up..
we really start packing up @7pm lor...
haix..den when everythings done..
its like about 7.45pm liao...
sianxx...
the worst is cannot clam OT...
wad the hell sia...
can time in early...
but cannot be late...
den the time is count u work for only 8 hours..
if more den 8 hours must see why...
wad kind of company is this sia...
站近我们终点员工的钱吗。。！！
我不服！！！
那有可以早到迟退班的啊。。。
我要上诉啦。。
一点也不公平吗。。
摆明就是吃定我们这些终点员工嘛！！
want clam OT also must pass half an hour den can clam..
wad the....
-_-"
haix...
wad to do...but the working environment there is really very good..
thts why i still want to stay there...
^-^
okay..lets end here...

i miss u guys..
alot..really..
hope can meet up asap man..
haha...

2008-09-19T08:06:00.001-07:00

[开心]

今天我有点开心。。
因为一切就好像做梦一样。。
=)
首先。。今天我没上班。。
爽死了！！！
然后我就睡了一天到五点。。
就出门去了。。
可是因为天气太热了还我没好好睡一下。。
-_-"嗨！！！
也害到我有点昏昏沉沉的出门了。。
我把事情办完后。。
约了"太爷爷"走街去。。
有点开心。。
因为他很少会陪我走街难得难得。。
而且我还。。。。
唉我必须把它当做一场梦。。
算我自私一点吧。。

"朋友是不会为了一点点小事就跟你计较的"

2008-09-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

[朋友]

什么是朋友??
在你们的念头里朋友有分乘此吗??
"朋友"和"好朋友"
我的看法呢就是不管是"朋友"还是"好朋友"都是朋友。。
只是你怎么看罢了。。。
在欢乐的时光时，你会认为他们就是你的"好朋友"
但在你孤独绝望时。。
你会认为你的"好朋友"会来安慰你帮你。。
当你发现根本不是你所想象时。。
你会认为他们一点也不在乎你。。
但有时候也要换个角度来看。。
他们不是不在乎你。。
而是想让你有时间思考，冷静下来想一想。。
不想打搅你罢了。。。
而且也要想到当你们在共度快乐时光时。。
是多么的开心啊。。。
所以要分什么乘此的朋友就在你一念之间。。
甚至我可以说。。
朋友不会分乘此的。。
因为他们永远会陪伴在我们的身边。。
=)

2008-09-16T04:48:00.000-07:00

[THE 100TH POST]

HAHA!!!!at last i've reach the 100th post for my blog!!!
yeappi!!!!
next..tmr i'm going k!!!
at last...i've not k ever since i started with my course..
haha..think will sound "abit" out of tune bah..
-_-...

“我会很担心有一天我真的会爱上你。。。
这一切都不是我想要的。。
只希望做回以前的我。。。
请你不要再动摇我了。。”
这段话突然从我脑海里浮现。。
所以不要问我（他／她）是谁。。。
>.<

一定要放手！！！

2008-09-14T20:55:00.000-07:00

[NEW LAPTOP]

haha...
i'm damn happy!!!coz at last i got my own laptop!!
hahaha!!!
well kinda of happy..
coz dun nid to always go pester my bros to let me play com ler..
haha...
though its abit small..
but very easy to be bring out..
haha..somemore not tht heavy..
hahaxx..
but i'm hving a big problem here..
I CAN'T LOG IN TO MSN!!!
omg!!!!
how how how how????
but there will be some way for me to find out how to used..
haha...
okay okay...
now i want to go play game liao...
hahaxx..
wah!!so cool lor...
got own laptop de feeling...
haha.. =)
okay miss you guys...

2008-09-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

2 more post!!

hi guys!!i'm back!!
haha...
hmm..well now i'm having my holidays ler..
at last we've ended with all the papers ler..
=)

okay..well yst went for work..
after soOo long tht i've not been for work..
i felt so tired and my whole body is aching!!
OMG!!!
i'm becoming an old granny liao..
haha..
well 2 more post and i'm going to reach 100 post ler...
hahaxx..
=)

okay..end here 1st bah..
too tired to type too much today
>.<
bye!~!

2008-09-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

[要考试了:( ]

哇！！！哭！！在过几个小时就要上考场了。。
我的天啊！！
我现在没有心情读书啊！！
oh my 天！！(learn from ah ting de :p)
刚刚上了读书馆。。
念了一会儿，就到parkway去了。。
和太爷爷一起去了。。
今天还拍了一些蛮可爱的照片 :)
哈哈！！
请慢慢欣赏！！！

这小妹妹可爱吧！！！

他就是我的"太爷爷"啦！！
哈哈！！
有点可爱吗??
他就有点自恋而已！！
嘻嘻嘻嘻！！！

2008-09-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...

well well well..
i'm back to post again...
hahax..

首先祝pei yin生日快乐！！！
希望你梦想成真！！！
哈哈哈！！
昨天我们帮了pei yin 和 mei hong 庆生。。
大家都玩得好开心。。
我也要感谢cedele(在frankel)的所有上下员工。。
谢谢你们的配合！！
哈哈！！
而且我要特别感谢"一个人"。。
那就是我的"太爷爷"！！！！
他好细心喔 ^-^
买了水果还帮我们切得美美的 ^-^
开心！！！

when the cake was served...
meihong thought we was celebrating for peiyin..
but when she saw the cake she was so surprised!!
why was her name on the cake too??!!
haha..
okay..lets take a look at the pictures le..
haha..!!

alright..thts all for yst celebration!!!
once again..
happy birthday meihong & peiyin!!
cheers!!!

2008-09-01T07:41:00.000-07:00

NIGHT SAFARI

hmm...sorry tht i've not update my blog for few days ler..
paiseh paiseh...
well last saturday i went to night safari with ting & bear they all..
lol..having many fun over there..hahaxx..
actually pictures are taken..
but i'm too lazy to upload the picz ler..
haha..
& most importantly is i dun really look nice in the picx..
haha..thts why nv upload..
lol...

我只想单纯的过我的生活。。
我不想在为无畏的是而感到难过。。
不想在原地打转。。
我要忘记我们的一切一切。。
只想回到刚刚认识的时候。。
我讨厌吃醋的感觉。。
一点也不好！！！
我讨厌讨厌讨厌！！！
谁可以帮我把这感觉弄掉！！

2008-08-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

BOTANIC GARDEN

haix...taday is a bloody tired day..
:(
coz we spend 2hrs in the botanic garden to find
those plants,tress & location..
:( one WORD to TIRED!!! :(

okay..i'll upload some pics..
coz i can't really say wad we are doing..
lets look @ pictures will do..
haha..
hope everyone enjoy :D

"this is before we start the "hunting"haha :D "

"orchid garden"

"in the cool house"

"okay..here are some CUTE pics..haha!! xD"

there aRE more..just tht i think is not tht nice..
so i didn't upload..
okay..hope u will feel happy too :)

2008-08-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

BORING!!!

oh gosh..i'm going to Bord to death..
gosh!@!
nowadays the lesson are getting very de dry..
see for a few seconds and u will sure fall aslp..
lol..haha..

well today got free rid home..
haha..yeah...!!!
save the time to go home..
oh ya..got to say
"THANK SOON..VERY VERY DE MUCH!!"
hahaxx...

okay..short post today...
got to go chit chat with other ppl ler..
now buzy..
JUST now boring..
hahaxx..
bye~~~

2008-08-19T03:02:00.000-07:00

PICTURES UP!!! :D

okay okay...
here are some of the pictures taken on mel's bbq..
dun have much photos lah..
if want to see more..
pls refer to shuting's frendster :D
haha..

"love this pic the most...
coz its the BEST!!!
just only dun hv her..
wad a waste.. :( "

"this pic is also nice.. :)"

"hmm..just notice smth...
TING not inside!!!!haha"

"okay let admit tht this guy
is damn tall lah..haha :D"

"hmm..him again..haha :) "

"pretty ladies!!haha ;p"

"alrite...its another cute guy known
from the bbq...damn like a PIG!!
hahaxx..."

"hmm..rite!!with him again!!
hahaxx...MR PIG!!"

"hmm..alrite..its me and him..
ya dun know he loves to take pic??
:/ -_-"
i think his a photo addict!!
haha.."

hmm..its only where i saw them getting nearer..
i get to be so hipper..
all my smiles are back whn i see them..
really nid to thanks to:
soon,bear,kimleong,poh huat & ting..
really thanks alot tht u guys really
bring many laughter to me on tht day...
thanks many many many...
and also lian..haha
thts why the photos taken are very nice :D
haha...
okay..end here ler!!
bye bye!!!

2008-08-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS CHENG

well today is ms cheng's birthday...
i wish her happy birthday!!!
haha..
(害我还$6卖花给给她)
hmm..this is the best i can do for her la..

haix..today its damn boring..
AS test is this wk..
lor..damn sian..
dun know wad to do for the AS phrase test sia
haixx...
but those who got selected today..
got to retake everything..
coz we REALLY dun know wad to do..
and damn confusing...
okay..we shall see how it goes bah...
dun think too much ler..

den after dinner...
went out to meet shuting to do something..
lor really having lots of fun..
hahaxx..
hope to go out more often with the rest..
hahaxx...
well..i still hvn't receive any picx yet..
so dun think can upload ler..
got to wait 4 ting ler..haha..
alrite..got to do project ler...
goodnitezZZzzzz...
:) ;p xp :D >///<

2008-08-15T18:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELDON

hihi..back to blog ler..
haha..
well yst there's lots of fun the whole day :)
but its kinda of tired and sian...
haha...

hmm..well yst morning went to sch
den after tht went to catch a movie with the class..
:)
we went to watch "Meet Dave"
its a very nice movie...and its damn funny..
of coz not forgetting to take pics before and after the movie (^^)

end of the movie!!

hmm..this is before the movie...
hahaxx...

den after the movie..
i headed straight to pasir ris to meet ting..
becoz meldon hold a bbq over there..
its so bad tht meldon didn't inform me tht the bbq start @ 6pm...
lor..wad the hell...
he informed everyone except me...
arggh!!!so angry lor..
hahaxx..
but nvm..since i didn't buy him any present den hlp out lor...
at the front part of the bbq was quite boring lah..
but whn bear and others arrived...
its better den before lor...
and of coz not forgetting to take pictures..
hahaxx..
btw..i only got one pic out of the whole celebration..
i'll upload more once i get the pics from ting!!!
ya..end here with this pic :)

once again..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELDON!!!

2008-08-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

HIHI

hi guys at last i'm back to blog...
so sorry tht i've not been blogging...
sorry sorry...

well..1st of all got to wish singapore a happy birthday!!!
(which is 2days back..haha)
well for the past 2days i've been working like a mad girl..
lor..its damn tired...
den saturday night i went to find my "lao po"
haha...
coz she knock off @ 10pm every sat and sun..
poor her..(heart ach liao arh..)
("lao po"...dun work too hard arh..also must rest well hor..)
den we went for dinner...which is like 1030pm like tht..
lor...like tht will get fatter de lor..
haha...

okay...den sun night stay @ home doing nothing...
den tonight...sit here and blog...
haha...
well today also quite a tired day for me too..
coz i got to teach garald how to do closing..
one good thing tht doing closing with garald is we can go home EARLY!!!
haha...as we time-out @ 7.30pm sharpe...
lol..very happy can go home so early...

okay..got to end here ler..
as tmr theres sch..
so i can't stay up too late..
alrite everyone...
GOODNITEZZzzzZ...
=_= ....(sleepy)

2008-08-04T03:28:00.000-07:00

[错误]

在我人生中。。
最大的错误就是做错了选择。。
这让我感到很痛苦。。
想说又说不出。。
想找到真正的答案也找没有。。
我也对这样自己感到蛮厌倦了。。
能否让我找到更好的东西/答案来说我的选择是对的??
到目前为止。。
我根本没找到答案。。
我在等我的答案出现。。。
我在等我的答案出现。。。
我在等我的答案出现。。。
我在等我的答案出现。。。

等我知道了答案。。
我才会知道我是否真的做出错误的选择。。

2008-07-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

[不是想]

嗨！！！
我回来了。。
好久不见 :)

其实我不是想放弃。。
我不是想离开。。
我不是想钻牛角尖。。
我不是想不努力。。
我不是想掉到深谷里。。

我已经在努力了。。
可是就是还是不能达到目的。。
我已厌倦了我现在的生活。。
我很想休息。。
很想不要理任何时。。
只想静静的。。
现在的我就已经跌入谷里。。
在一个很暗很暗谷里。。
就像被其他人遗弃一样。。

我不是不想努力。。
只是现在的生活让我无法呼吸。。
只想静一静。。。

2008-07-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

[PHOTOS]

okay..
so sorry after so long den i upload the picx..
well..these photos are taken on the 1st of July..
hmm..really sorry..
coz i know tht its damn long
to upload these photos!!!
there are still others...
toOo many to upload le...
these are some of it...

okay..enjoy looking!!!

2008-07-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

[赤壁]

昨天很开心。。。
因为终于有人陪我看电影了 :)
哈哈！！！
而且还跟两位帅哥去看呢。。。
好开心！！！
哈哈哈~~！！
我们看了赤壁那部电影。。
只可惜还有下部。。
有点浪费时间去看。。

"一定要看得一部"

2008-07-08T02:34:00.000-07:00

happy birthday!!

well 1st thing before i start blogging..
happy happy birthday to NICOLE!!!!
congraduation!!!!u're 18th...
haha...

okay..i shall start posting...
hmm..its nicole's birthday...
of course not forgetting to take photo with her
haha...
den..we had a short video clip in the pop room
during our CARE session..
but too bad..
the video is not with me now...
its with jingting..
its really a very funny clip...

nic & yan yan

nic & my ke ai de(meihong)

nic & my aiai(jingting)

me & nic

sherlin & nic

pei pei and nic

last but not least...
our group photo!!!!

okay...
really enjoy my day today!!!
its really fun...
nicole!!!
hope u will hv ur smile back soon!!!

2008-07-07T04:47:00.000-07:00

[如果。。。就不会。。]

如果我们从来没有遇见。。
我就不会那么愁。。
如果我们从来没走得那么近。。
我就不会不想离开。。
如果我从来不知道真相。。
我就不会去靠近。。
如果我知道这是一个陷阱。。
我就不会一头栽进去。。
如果我知道这样会带来痛苦。。
我就不会去抱着任何希望。。

2008-07-04T19:34:00.000-07:00

FOOD!!!

hi..
i'm back to blog...
sorry for not updating..
:(
well this wk is a fun week...
and i'm loving it...
:)
but i've been posting all abt food!!!
gosh!!!
i'm getting FATTER!!!

well tuesday we(ting,lian,bear and me)
went to vienna for our breakfast+lunch+dinner...
gosh...damn full!!!!
well..bear did not eat much over there..
which is such a waste...
while ting,lian and me ate alot...
lian actually ate alot already...
but she still she tht she's still hungry...
OH GOD!!!!
is she tht hungry???
haha...
well..many photos were taken...
but i'm unable to upload it...
(so sad..coz can't find the cam cable!!!!)

hmm..den yst went out with chin for dinner...
gosh....
we ate alot of things lor...
didn't manage to finish everything tht we order...
but the food there was not bad...
should go again...
:)
alrite..some photos for yst...

love chin in this pic.. :)

me!!! not very good looking in this pic :(

"tian bu la"

2008-06-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

WAD AM I TO U??

hmm..well..
sometimes i really think wad am i to u???
as u said we can be frends..
so wad's ur point doing all these...
lor...
feeling damn horrible now...
i know i'm at fault...
but this isn't the way u should treat me...
lor...
its damn irritating....

someone pls hlp me cheer me up!!!!!
someone pls hlp me to find my smile back!!!
someone pls hlp to get over this matter!!!

2008-06-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

RED BULL

well its a short post for today..
well this wk is a very tiring wk...
coz i've been working everyday..
lol.. -_-"
sianzz....
and also i drank a can of red bull...
KNS...
it taste like so disgusting...
yeak...
think i'll nv take the red bull again...
:(
haix....
really dun know how to express how tired am i...

haix..its a new wk tmr...
and my off day will be on tues..
meeting lian,ting and bear they all...
hurry!!!!
can't wait to see them
especially lian..lors...
haha...

alrite got to end here...
oh ya..tmr its kelvin's birthday le...
here i am..
wishing him...
HAPPY 22 BIRTHDAY!!!!

okay...
byebye~~

2008-06-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

BURNT!!

hello guys...
back to blog...haha..
sorry for not updating...
coz toOoo lazy to blog...

today some SCARY things happened in the shop...
anuty mei and anuty susan got a fight...
i think its becoz of me...
:(
dun want to say in details...
coz its just a very small matter and mei blow the matter up...
gosh...!!!!!
well..i admit tht i was very scared till i cried..
haix...i very "mei yong" rite???
but its true tht its very scary..
if u were me...
u will also have the same reaction as me bah...

well becoz of her...
my off day will be BURNT!!!
its okay mine off day BURNT...
see rite...
Wednesday work morning shift...
Thursday work full shift..
Friday work morning shift..
Saturday and Sunday full shift...
KNS...like a machine like tht...like dun nid rest...
den thurs night nid to go out...
sat night also nid to go out...
lors!!!!!wad the hell...
all becoz she just left her position like tht...
i got to replace her job...
KNS....this kind of person really very irresponsible...

well i really hope next wk won't be so tied...
can have ONE day off will be very happy ler...
hahaxx...
hope Doris nid not work at parkway...
den she can come over and hlp...
hahaxx..

okay end here...update again bahx...
soooOOOooo tired...
i'll try to let go...
NO!!!i must let go...

2008-06-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

HK CAFE :)

weeeeh......
yst after work doris treat us HK cafe...
gosh...its damn nice...
hahaha...
so happy..of course not forgetting to take pics..
hahahaxx...

ME!!!drinking yuan yang :)

this is wad we order!!!
Wow!!!!

my FAV!!!!the porridge

diam xin!!!

last of all........
the desert!!!!!
haha...

hmm..nowadays i've been eating alot..
but its okay...
hmm..
next time will be my treat to new tork new york...
hahaxx...
okay end here bah...
bye~~~

2008-06-13T18:11:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF SCH!!!

hi ppl...
back to blog...
hahaxxx <333
wooo
holidays are here...
its time for me to work hard and play hard..
hahaxx...
work hard in my work
and play hard when i'm with my frends..
hahaxx...

okay yst its our last day of sch..
the whole class went for bowling..
(except nicole :( coz shes too lazy)
lor...she should join in the fun...
many photos were taken yst @ the bowling...
and @ new york new york..
so photos will be up here...

ai ai,me & ke ai de

our "TA" class!!!!!

@ new york new york

okay...ends here..
update again :)

2008-06-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

SELFISH

alrite...at last everything is over..
no more presentation, no more exam..
its really kinda of relief for me...
this week its really a week tht stress me most..

hmm..alrite...
todays AS paper was damn difficult...
wadever we ms hamiza ask us to study...
NON of it came out...
gosh!!!!
and the whole paper can say...
"I'VE SCREWED UP THIS PAPER!!!!"
alrite...we shall see hows result in the end...

den after the paper...
we are having the presentation...
OMG!!!
i hate the presentation!!!!
actually the overall is okay...
but when it comes to mark i got very irritated...
sorry for saying like tht..
but really he makes ME feel tht way...
hmm..see arh..
if u really dun want to use the mic...
just ask mr elvin if u can dun use...
instead of holding the mic so FAR AWAY from you...
you can say tht i'm being selfish..
but i really cannot withstand a guy being so gay...
hey come on la..
u are no longer a primary kids la..
dun be scared of this and tht...
u must do some changes in the way tht u are thinking..
not by telling urself "oh..i can't do it"
den u might as well go jump from ur block...
u might think tht i'm selfish or thinks tht who the hell are u are talking to...
i'm fine...
but its just tht wadever u are doing..
just be confident...
dun care wad ppl gonna say abt u...
ya..
and also...
u hv prepare the speech for the slides..
just read from ur paper la...
wad for u hold on to the paper den read from the ppt???
stupid rite????

okay..got to stop here...
if not later my high blood goes higher
-_-"

2008-06-10T03:45:00.000-07:00

STRESS WEEK!!

alrite just to say sorry...
coz i know yst post suckx...
coz i also dun know wad i'm writing too...
:(
sorry sorry...
mine eyes arh damn tired now...
just not feeling like to do anything..
but too bad..
it can't be done...
coz exams here...
lol...
sian...

tmr is a very stress day for me..
coz there's presentation and test...
gosh!!its damn sian lor..
feeling damn sleepy now..
hope can get the slides asap...
den i can finish it den go study my AS...
quick,quick,quick...
i want to get over and done with it!!!

bye~~
damn stress man...
who can hlp me!!!!!!!
hahaxx..

2008-06-09T03:54:00.000-07:00

GONE!!!

what does "gone" means to you??
to me..it means "bye-bye"..
nothing can be changed..
like wad i've said...
"what is done..it cannot be undo!!!"
(note:the above phrase really means alot to me)

okay...today is my 1st test paper...
well i can say is "GONE"...
coz i think i've screwed up the paper...
we dun have enought time to complete the paper..
its like when teacher ask for pens down..
and i'm still writing lor...
gosh!!!!its horrible...
nvm..its over..lets drop it...
if not i'll burst into tears man...
-_-"

okay..sometimes i really think tht wad if i've not met him...
will i be more happier than now???
will i have more smiles on mine face???
will i be able to find the rite person??
well theres too many "will i"
i dun really understand myself now..
who am i really to him???
or why am i willing to do things for him???
okay..end this thing...
if not it will be flooded with alot of why?will i?this and tht...

theres another things i strike to mine head suddenly..
just asking...
how long did u know your frends around u???
how are they like???
are they really the one u can really rely on???
well..
我相信我们一定要珍惜身边的每一样人，事，务。。。
尤其是人/朋友。。
因为他们在我们的生命扮演了很重要的角色。。
我有一位朋友。。
他们认识了六年了。。
可是最近看他们的一举一动都感觉。。
像是刚认识似的。。
看了真气人。。。
alrite...got to stop here...
wanna watch tv le..
byes~~~

2008-06-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

okay updates

hey hey...
well here am i to update some photos...
and also wad i did today...
okay..here are some photos for the wine appreciation day..
sorry for the late update!! :p

shu peng is teaching us how to open
the bottle of wine!!

see how serious is the class!!
hahax..

mr Kairu* is explaining his lesson

the way of pouring the wine

the way we shld serve a customer..
when pouring the wine

this is how much i drank..
2 cups of this level only...

lol..only like tht and mine face turn damn red..
till like a red tomato..
hahax..

today i went to siglap mac to study...
lor..this hows the table loos like..
so damn messy lor...

den i also bought a book called "secrets of the millionaire mind"
gosh..really find it interesting...
should see how bahx..
okay...well..end here le..
want to watch tv le..
bye!!!

2008-06-07T00:07:00.000-07:00

NOT AT HOME

well well well...
yesterday went out the whole night till this morning den back..
gosh!!!must be thinking where am i rite??
hahax..
not to worry...
i went to a "chalet" organized by my "frends"
hahax..
think chin saw this she will KILL me man..
dots..
okay...well its not tht bad staying out for one night..
but still home is better....
coz u can do wadever u wad..
hahax....

okay..shall end here..
post today is short..
i know tht...
but got to prepare for my exams le..
okay..update soon!!!
bye~